30th Jan, it was around the fifth sms i received that woke me up.
The first sms was by 74688, MOE. I'm posted to DCMD(Diploma in Creative Media Design), SP. My second choice. But those who know me well enough would know, to me, there's no 12 choices, only 1, which is VC(Visual Communication), TP. It's either i get in, or i fail. Some may say "At least it's your second choice" but there hadn't been any other choice available in my heart. It's all my wishful thinking and over-confidence. The higher i climb, the greater i fall. I've been telling everyone confidently that i'm going into VC, but the optimism brought more disappointment. Hate the uncontrollable tears.

Thanks those who comforted me and tried all means to cheer me up the first minute, especially pbso and sugar :) Will heed their advice and try appealing. I'm alright already, really :)

Maybe ruohan can't be my tour guide for my first day of school already. Sigh. My tour guide would be changed to zx instead. Haha. But nvm, if i can't get into VC even after the appeal, then maybe i'm not fated to be there. Maybe i'll be better off in DCMD, and travelling to SP would be more convenient too.

Looking forward to outing with pbso tmr for me to forget my troubles. Kbox! :D I hope my fever + sore throat + flu would be alright by tmr =/ So coincidental that he's a little unwell too.

Will blog more often, so that the posts will be shorter, and you people will have something to read more often :)

I need a miracle.