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well, just sort of let out my emotions today?
hahs.
today was a total disaster..

1st bad thing: i'm forced to run 4 x 100 n 800 tmr. & i DONT WANT. wth la. i dont even wanna go for sports day tmr cans. ARGH. shitty hell. lucks for me finding a reserve tmr.

2nd bad thing: flunked amaths test.

3rd bad thing: i owe TONNES of hmwk. here's the list:
amaths log exercise qns 1-15 + 16-24.
amaths ws
emaths tb exercise
maths double dare
geog graphic organiser
chem ws
eng vocab 75 words
ss essay qn
wordsplash
READING 'TO KILL A MOCKINGBIRD'.

4th bad thing:
not tt i wanna kick up a fuss or what, n i noe tt its quite ridiculous to cry over this; but i've alr tried my best to hold back my tears all the while wen u all were away. i had been controlling all the way, but i just burst wen u all came back n kept apologising. i admit i'm a crybaby, i just cant control my tears even when i desperately want to. but well, all was expected. it wasnt surprising at all. in fact, tt, which i've been trying not to let it come true, came true. tt's part of the reason why i always packed my bag fast during every dismissal. cos if i didnt do so, the expected outcome wil happen sooner or later. its only a matter of time.

'tong2 xue2 gu1 fu4 ni3, bu ai4 ni3 le, ni3 jiu4 bu ai4 ta1 men2 lor.' tt's wad mdm yeo said. does it make sense? i seriously do miss those innocent times i've had.

& i've learnt tt, whenever smth bad happens, i'll tend to appreciate n treasure the ppl who try to cheer me up even more. thanks for yer shoulder n concern, boyfren:)
i've found tt a hug or shoulder to lean on when crying = priceless.

well, what can i say? just forgive and forget.