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My Life Would Suck Without You - Kelly Clarkson

Happy Birthday to Alvin Tan, stupid duck egg! :)

As i've said in the sms, do try being less stupid, and speak less of your alien language so that more humans can understand. ;D And be more 'man' can? HAHA.

- Okay, my dad's not that bad now, he lets me stay up late (yayness) :D
Gonna rebond hair tmr, and gonna have class bbq too :D And LUCKILY i talked to laogong/laopo on msn just now or i wouldn't even rmb there's bbq tmr! Gosh. Really sorry for not being able to help you guys carry stuffs there tmr :( I'll do my best to clear things up after the bbq instead ba. Anyway, heard of many ghost appearances there, cool! Okay just kidding =x

- JJ would be at Northpoint, 14th feb 2pm! I wanna see + hearrrrrrrrr :D

- Went to school today to help bf in her art. Nope i didn't go the previous time i mentioned, because she wasn't free last minute.
Because i didn't wanna wear shoes(as in those that wrap the whole feet) wanna wear slippers, so i wrapped a plaster around my last toe, and even used red pen to draw a patch there in case the security guard wants to check. Hahaha. And he really complained about my slippers! Lol. I said "Because i injured my toe mah." and pointed to him. ;D He was reluctant to let me in at first (the one who looks like Lee Kuan Yew) because i was looking for friend not teacher. But after that he decided to close one eye and let me sign in :D He even helped me sign out without me knowing!

The canteen stalls were closing so i didn't get to taste school food :( But i said hi and bought from the auntie who still remembers my green tea :D Everytime instead of her asking me what i want, i'll be the one asking her "Auntie 我要什么?" and she'll answer "你要 green tea!"

- Btw, zx lets me post on his blog as another user, cool! So it's as though i have another place to rant :D Maybe you can check it out :)

- Why do i feel depressed lately? I don't understand myself.

My dad brought back birthday cards in advance from relatives, and their cards never fail to contain sums of money for me to buy presents :D

Name: Emily
Date: 2/5/2009
Colorgenics Number: 30714652

You seem to be trying to sweep aside the situations (and maybe the people) that you feel are standing in your way. You are impulsive and apt to follow these impulses seeking to be involved in special or exciting happenings. In this way you hope to deaden the intensity of your conflicts, but your impulsive behaviour is leading you to take some unnecessary risks. Back down a little and remember 'more haste - less speed'.

You are in need of rest, some peace and quiet. You feel the need to be close to that someone special, that someone who can give you that special consideration and unquestioning affection that you seek. If you don't find that 'special someone' and resolve your problems very soon, you are liable to become extremely introverted and cut yourself off from society.

You are a dreamer and you seek perfection in any relationship that you may establish. Some of your ideas and standards are over the top so it may be a good idea to review your perception of life and accept people for what they are - not for what you would like them to be.

Nobody seems to understand you at this moment for everything you suggest or do seems to be taken up the wrong way. All of this misunderstanding is leading to anxiety and stress. The situation naturally is not as you would like it to be - you feel that you are being treated most unfairly and that trust, affection and understanding are being withheld from you and that you are being treated with a demeaning lack of consideration. You consider yourself being denied the appreciation essential to your well being and self-esteem and that there is nothing you can do about it. You feel that whatever you try to do to change the situation, you are getting nowhere fast. You would really like to get away from it all but can't find the energy or the strength of mind to make the necessary decision.

The tensions that you are trying to cope with are a result of conditions which are really beyond your control. As a consequence of this almost impossible situation and not being able to get your own way, you are subjected to frustration and almost ungovernable anger. You are trying to remedy the situation but the stress that you are experiencing is making the situation even worse. You feel so inadequate that you are not quite sure which way to turn. A good suggestion would to be to try to relieve the stress and anxiety by participating in some very active physical activity which will relieve your tension.

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