The imperfect perfectionist
1st March 1992
Temasek Polytechnic Design School, Diploma in Visual Communication
♥: ✈, ★, photography, pool, travelling, swimming, ball games, piano, sunsets, rainbows, pinwheels, greentea, bubble tea
The rest are for me to know, and for you to find out.
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I post at http://riverscent.tumblr.com/ too!
Define ylime; Spell my name backwards.
Saturday, November 25
NUMB
Linkin Park
I'm tired of being what you want me to be feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you
can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
and every second I waste is more than I can take
I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
Linkin Park
I'm tired of being what you want me to be feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you
can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
and every second I waste is more than I can take
I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
Wednesday, November 22
guan feng called it 'the prawn tt did spa'
prawn in a can.
prawn hatchling:D
funky! xPmorning.
had dance frm 9-12. then 1-4. SO LONG RITE. grrr.
during lunch, pohkang called to say tt there was a party to celeb his bdae tt nite, bbq n steamboat at marina bay. it was so last-min. went home n changed. in the end, cla's parents didn't let her go, as usual, n we actually persuaded sy to go, but wen ama n i were reaching np, sy said she wanted to save money n was tired to go=/ so in the end oni left us 2.
so bad lehs sy, ps us. hahas. jk=X
nite.
& so, ama n i bought a tube of choc for pohkang [since we were not rrly close to him] as a bdae gift frm c.a.r.e. CARE BEARS:)
we thot we were late, but wen we reached marina bay mrt, oni the bdae boy n zheng shun were sitting there waiting. then found out oni 9 ppl were going=/
pk, zs, guan feng, hui neng, song rong, yoketing, ama n me. we thot lot more would come!
anyways, we took bus there n paid $12 each, then picked all tt we wanted, cooked, n ate. so fun. luckily i wore long sleeves, cos occasionally, hot soup or oil would fly out. aahas=x
had fun lahs. n usually song rong would help us girls cook n get the food, n also force us to eat more! lol. the other boys were playing the live prawns. they TORTURED the poor prawns. bent them upside down, tore their legs one by one, n also cooked only half their bodies! LOL. baddies.
aft tt we wento the arcade; the boys wanted to play car racing. so we jiayou-ed them. hahas.
took lottsa pics:D click on them for a better view.
Friday, November 17
flipped thru' my old photos n found this v nice xD my 4th bdae![p.s. if u get to click on it, its better to enlarge the photo more, cos the eyes wil look distorted=/]
my awful injury=(
waiting for the sunrise.
fallen flowers.
back frm the 3 days 2 nites chalet. but becos we had dance the 1st day, so oni reached there at nite.
1st nite.
played cards n stuffs. imagine 30+ ppl staying in 1 unit, of cos no space to slp! lols. so we played thru the nite, til wen we're sian, then tried lying on the mattress wif legs bent or on the wall. aahas. slept oni arnd 2 hrs. then we woke up n wento the beach to watch the sunrise, but to no avail, cos the clouds blocked the sun =(
2nd day.
rented bikes n roller blades. ama n i rented roller blades wif some other ppl hu wanted to learn. went arnd the place wif ama n then went wif the others on blades. but halfway, the bone on my left side of my right foot [not sure if its called ankle too] started to hurt badly, so sad down n took off the skates.
it had actually scratched the part so much tt the whole skin came out!! the skin was stil 1/3 attached to my foot. lol. so no choice, had to walk bare-footed n carry the skates in my hands=/ grrr. my hands were damn smelly la. ama helped me carry 1 at 1st. then they played at the slopes n i could oni watch=(
the grp on bikes came past, n asked me wad happened. then they offered to fetch me, helped me take my skates. wetien even offered to wear my skates n said she wanted to learn. but we suggested not. then ruting let yoketing fetch her so she lent her bike to me x) n xuemin lent me her slippers too, cos aft tt she changed seat wif ruting, so no nid slippers. song rong helped me carry my skates. grace helped me put my wallet in her pocket.
LOVE you all LOTTS!!:D
see, credits given to all! x]
just aft we reaced the place to return the equipment, it started pouring. so we just walked to the shops there n met the others to hv lunch. aft lunch the rain stopped, so we went to play at WILD WILD WET:]
at 1st my wound was excruciating, but i believed it wud turn numb in the water. so had to bear wif it. played most of the rides n slides. wen we were at the 'tsunami' pool, my dangling skin finally came out without me knowing. yays.
we had to climb high up to take the rides, so at the top, we were all shivering-ly cold la. super duper COLD!!
aft tt we showered n all changed into our class tees.
had bbq in the nite. then ama n i chatted outside wif some guys, walked cla n grace to her dad's car, went bac n we walked wif sy to the shops n see see. too sian le. then slept at 12+. too tired.
nxt morning.
woke up aching all over=(
packed n ate the 2d cake n drank sparkling champagne. then checked out.
wento sch. saw our postings. i'll be in 3f 3rd best class, but hope can appeal up. then my elective subj, i duno i wrote wrongly or wad, but i wanted geog n they put me in lit! hmms. duno la. change lor.
generally, i had a great tym wif the class:)
Monday, November 13
ytd.
went out to shop at np n then plaza sing wif clem, ama n cla.
we all just couldn't get ama; she doesnt even noe wad bag to buy when she needed! aahas. okays nvm. can't make up yer mind eh? lol. also got a huge lolly frm ocbc. cos they were giving out free goodies x]
in the end we stil got smth, a pair of shorts. then decided to catch a movie.
duno y, the air con in plaza sing was freezing cold man.
watched 'The Convenant'. well, it was so cool n thrilling; though there's nth much bout the plot=/ n we could be deaf aft the show man. LOL. so loud.
how i wished i had their powers; then can do wadeva i want x)
goin for class chalet tmr:) wondering how much fun we wud hv. hees.
hmms. my recent fave music:
love you so- natalie cole
nothing in this world- paris hilton
numb- linkin park
fergalicious- fergie
say goodbye- chris brown
promiscuous- nelly furtado
now i'm lvl 36 le:D
Friday, November 10
me now!
modified my char wif cash items to look lyk this; how i wish so, but a waste of money too=(
okays, here's a short postie.
recently, nv even touched hmwk=XX
had been mapling all day long everyday.
& now i'm lvl 35!! yays:D finally get to use the korean fan bro gave x)
nth much though. byyes ppl;
Sunday, November 5
Instructions: name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head. dont read the questions below before you write and tag 5 people to do the survey.
1] clement
2] amanda
3] shiyun
4] clarrie
5] xuemin
6] weitien
7] danny
8] mandy
9] sihui
10] yiluan
11] soonlee
12] maoquan
13] jiahon
14] honqi
15] luanyin
16] grace [1c]
17] yanzhen
18] cora
19] weixuan
20] victor
How did you meet 14? {honqi}
# hmms. dates back to arnd p5? xD
What do you do if you never ever meet 1? {clement}
# agree wif ama. lol. anyways, there wud certainly be less fun n craps!
What would you do if 20 and 9 dated? {victor&sihui}
# oooh. i won't do anyth=X lol.
Did you ever like 19? {weixuan}
# i lyk him as my korkor.
Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? {mandy&yanzhen}
# of cos not!
Describe 3. {shiyun}
# quite cheerful, crappy n funny x)
Do you think 8 is attractive? {mandy}
# of cos! :)
Say something about 7. {danny}
# my bro & good good maple sponsor! xD
Do you know any of 12's family members? {maoquan}
# noppes.
What's 8's favourite? {mandy}
# hmms. hotpink & disney cuties i noe.
What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you? {soonlee}
# rejected. sorries.
What language does 15 speak? {luanyin}
# eng n chi.
Who is 9 going out with? {sihui}
# don't think so?
How old is 16 now? {grace}
# 13.
When was the last time you talked to 13? {jiahon}
# few days ago.
Who's 2's favourite band/singer? {amanda}
# no fave.
Would you date 4? {clarrie}
# of cos! we're alr married x]
Would you date 7? {danny}
# no.
Is 15 single? {luanyin}
# erhs. not sure.
What's 10's last name? {yiluan}
# not sure=P
Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11? {soonlee}
# don't think so.
What school does 3 go to? {shiyun}
# cchy!
Name 5 ppl to do this survey: (optional of course)
1] luanyin
2] yanzhen
3] victor
4] soonlee
5] grace[1c]
1] clement
2] amanda
3] shiyun
4] clarrie
5] xuemin
6] weitien
7] danny
8] mandy
9] sihui
10] yiluan
11] soonlee
12] maoquan
13] jiahon
14] honqi
15] luanyin
16] grace [1c]
17] yanzhen
18] cora
19] weixuan
20] victor
How did you meet 14? {honqi}
# hmms. dates back to arnd p5? xD
What do you do if you never ever meet 1? {clement}
# agree wif ama. lol. anyways, there wud certainly be less fun n craps!
What would you do if 20 and 9 dated? {victor&sihui}
# oooh. i won't do anyth=X lol.
Did you ever like 19? {weixuan}
# i lyk him as my korkor.
Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? {mandy&yanzhen}
# of cos not!
Describe 3. {shiyun}
# quite cheerful, crappy n funny x)
Do you think 8 is attractive? {mandy}
# of cos! :)
Say something about 7. {danny}
# my bro & good good maple sponsor! xD
Do you know any of 12's family members? {maoquan}
# noppes.
What's 8's favourite? {mandy}
# hmms. hotpink & disney cuties i noe.
What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you? {soonlee}
# rejected. sorries.
What language does 15 speak? {luanyin}
# eng n chi.
Who is 9 going out with? {sihui}
# don't think so?
How old is 16 now? {grace}
# 13.
When was the last time you talked to 13? {jiahon}
# few days ago.
Who's 2's favourite band/singer? {amanda}
# no fave.
Would you date 4? {clarrie}
# of cos! we're alr married x]
Would you date 7? {danny}
# no.
Is 15 single? {luanyin}
# erhs. not sure.
What's 10's last name? {yiluan}
# not sure=P
Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11? {soonlee}
# don't think so.
What school does 3 go to? {shiyun}
# cchy!
Name 5 ppl to do this survey: (optional of course)
1] luanyin
2] yanzhen
3] victor
4] soonlee
5] grace[1c]
Saturday, November 4
i got this rrly cute gummy, n it looks lyk this.
open it up, it looks lyk this.
it's SUPER sticky!
but aft pulling it all the way w/o using 2 hands to pull apart, surprisingly, the branches gets back to shape n won't get distorted! love it:)
plan B, get ready for action, everyone! xD
can be found at bugis street stairs.
these few days; i've been cooped up at hm n CHIONG-ing MAPLE. x)
oh my, i'm addicted=X
now i'm currently lvl 31 in cassiopeia. yays!:) gonna change my hairstyle n change my eyes soon xD ;; as in, maple. hahas.
& thankews danny bro, for sponsoring n helping me get rid of ks-ers. x)
those pics on top were meant for ya entertainment! lol. cos nth much to post abt. hols are indeed BORING. so i'll just maple whole day long. lalalas~
& yay! i figured out how to make animations.
oh ya, n i've updated a bit in my blog navig. '3' & '4', n a bit in my friendster profile + slideshow there, go hv a look:]
Beneo
Clarlynn Crystal
Danny Desmond
Edward Elyn
Glenn GuanFeng
HonQi
Jaslin Jayson Jeremy JiaHui Joey Jolene
Lily LimYing
Mandy MiaoSi MingShuang
Pearlyn PeiQi Phyllan
Rinku RuoHan RuTing
Samantha Sharlene Shaun Shawn ShiTing ShiYun ShuHui SiHui SoonLee
Vivian
WeiSze WeiXuan WenChien
XiaXue XinLin XueMin
YokeTing
ZhiQiang ZiXian